Thursday, January 14, 2010

A Morning Note

God
Thank You for taking care of me all this time, for giving me everything I deserve in the most appropriate proportion and pace, and teaching me that life is and should be of equal happiness and darkness, day and night. Throughout my 25 years of life, I have lived, learned and developed my understanding about how it feels to give and receive, to smile and cry at the same time, and to feel angry at You for not giving me what I prayed for but eventually appreciate that what I wanted was really not the best, at least for that time being. I grew up surrounded by a complete set of wonderful family members, who were always there to love me in ways I might not understand and be fond of but definitely made me feel worth being. So thank You.

Numbers
I like numbers, and I like to count. That may be the reason why I always remember my age and have this image of the number ‘25’ all the time, just like how I am fully able to recall other numbers that define me in this world; my birth date, my ID card number, my passport number, my bank account number. I like to quantify things, I even imagine how much I have contributed to life if it was possible to be measured by definite numbers. And yes, it has helped me map out various elements of life in a more logical and systematical manner.

Magic
When you take a step back, you get a better horizon; a wider one, a wiser one. And at that point of time, you’ll truly believe that life is magical. No matter how brilliant we are, there will always exist an area which is untouchable by our minds, producing that ‘it’ factor that makes you realize that no numbers would have ever been so close in predicting the events in our lives. Magical.

Sharjeel
You, the one who completes my life. Our love has never been selfish, has never been any sort of puppy-love, but instead a mature and well-thought feeling we developed for each other having in consideration all aspects that differentiate us yet unite us beautifully. I remember the first time we spoke about our feelings for each other, how we are so poles apart and might never be one. But we did. We fell in love and decided to give it a try. And it feels magical, so magical no numbers can enumerate. I thank God for bringing me to you, or you to me whichever the perspective. This relationship was unexpected and beyond my wants, it just happened as they say it will when things our meant to be. It’s been 3 years already, and I look forward to more. You’re my lucky number. :)

26 comments:

dela said...

i was mesmerized, i follow your blog, and apparently, you rarely write such as serious note. but, now you did, and it's so beautiful. i like the part of Sharjeel, hope you both can live happily ever after! :)

nyun.yuni said...

Diana............
I adore this :)

hanny arianty gultom said...

Rare. i think this is your very first note that brings lots words without picture.. hehe.. ^^.. always love yer thought Die.. :D

devishanty said...

this is so sweet :)

anisizatyA.J said...

beautiful, i love what u wrote :)

THE UNIQORN said...

thats so nice!!
the part with Sharjeel is so awwwwwww :) I can't find any words to describe



xx
Silvia

Author in the making: said...

beautiful, and i hope u and sarjeel will be happy for a very long time :)

Miss Ailema said...

Wow! This is beautifully written. I love your Sharjeel conclusion. I wish you all the best this year and for the coming years. :)

Eleanor said...

beautiful words :D

Tara Amelz said...

Bravo, Diana!
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Soooali said...

I just passed this in to alot of my friends, I thought it was beautiful. I would usually glance over something so long, but I took my time here. I wish you a happy life x x

Butarbutar Olive said...

your note made my day :)

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hope u both live happily ever after^^

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mia chan said...

Like it, Diana.
You were blessed...and the world is waiting for your positive-ways to cheering them :)

eLLy* said...

Very well written, D ~ I am your age and this note means a lot to me! Living in another country alone as a student/backpacker can sometimes make me go a little 'koo-koo'. Reading your little morning note made me realize how grateful I am to have a family that always stand by me every single time - through a few bumps in my life, ups and downs. How lucky I am to be able to even come half way across the world to be surrounded by beautiful people and a place full of inspirations. Yes, life is truly magical if you take a step back. I have taken one of the widest steps I've ever taken alone. Even though I haven't produce that 'it' factor just yet, but life is all about timing, right? One could always do something else while waiting =)

Thanks for your note, D!
xxx

ummi nasir said...

hi diana..im ummi frm KL,msia...apparently living in japan(famous for crazy fashion rite).hehe..really love ur blog n u gimme such an inspiration to start my own blog like urs..hehe
do visit mine too..
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k..bye**sayonara**

iswahyuni said...

nice note, and a really nice blog too,,
salam kenal yaa, oiya boleh saya link blog ini ke blog saya?

trims,,

Diana Rikasari said...

thank you so much, all! especially for the kind wishes :')

Tara Amelz: iyaaa aku udah tauu hihih...makasi yaaa :)

Ladyulia: thank you so so much! :)

Diana Rikasari said...

iswahyuni: monggo silahkan...makasi yaaa :)

kei said...

amen

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atchoo said...

I really like this post of yours. It shows how thankful you are with your life :)

Very inspiring!

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