It's been another round of days of me and only me, lying on the bed, sick, vomiting, coughing. And eventually Shahmeer had to get sick also, probably I passed my germs to him. So sad. It's been so tough, especially with the fact that S has moved to Swiss and we are now in an LDR phase. Every night I wanna cry because I really miss him comforting me during sick times, and him taking over in babysitting Shahmeer. Yesterday night I broke down and cried so much. I messaged my mom and told her I don't know how to get through all this..:(
During the day, I felt much better emotionally after seeing Dinda and meeting both my #88LOVELIFE and Up team, but soon after I reached home, it's all about visiting the bathroom and continuous vomiting. I have been declining so many job offers, a few of them being very big projects. Schmiley Mo is even joining the biggest tradeshow in London this week and boy did I have to pass this also and let my team represent me there. Again, I am extremely lucky to have a great support system, including having a great team that is making things run smoothly without my presence. Dear Allah, this shall pass, yes?