Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Welcoming July

I have been so uninspiring lately…lifeless and story-less. Even when I pick up the phone and chat with my loved one, I would go on and on talking about work and all the bitter and sweet of it. Work. And why do I think about work so much? It’s a choice actually. I don’t have to if I want to, and now I know that I don’t want to.

I’m pretty much future-oriented, that as crazy and spontaneous I am in living my life, I am also very structured in building and living my career path. I know what I want, and I am determined and focus. Not ambitious, just well-planned. At present, I now feel as if I am stopping on the left lane, reaching for my map thinking whether I still wanna go to the destination I have planned to. And as I look at the map, I am surprised of how many new places there are that I haven’t been aware of. And even when I still want to reach my initial destination, there are so many new ways. There’s just, so much of life in the offing I feel like experiencing all.

Life’s very exciting, and I want to feel the thrill without being euphoric to the extent that I take pleasure in all the joy to myself. I want to share, I want others to feel happy too.

This is so random I know, but this all is what’s currently on my mind. Pretty random, yes? :D

What I wanna do in the next few months before 2010 comes:
  • Stop thinking and talking so much about my work and just enjoy the days.
  • Hold on to my map, experience new places without having to get lost and forget where I should be heading.
  • Learn new things. Learn how to cook, to dance, to sing, to love Sharjeel wholly and to love my parents in their way, not mine.
  • Make a contribution to the society. Help people in need for real and not just through giving away my clothes.
  • Stay happy and young, for I am forever young.
And as I write this, I am recalling my 2009 resolutions. Lets stay on track, people. No matter how much fun we can have, we should always have a purpose of life to make ourselves worth being.


Lots of love,
Diana


PS: This coral Topshop sequin blazer is pure evil. Why does it have to be SO GOOD?

24 comments:

Anonymous said...

exactly..thats the word..exactly same with what i have in my mind now..you can describe you thought briliantly diana..me i can't..stay focus..

Nurul Lestrange said...

this made me think of my undone goals. lots of them. wish i could finish them all :]

Dana (MODAna) said...

I find when I sit down to do these types of lists, I get bummed out/pumped
no middle.

Anonymous said...

http://monsterattacks.livejournal.com/

another art work stealer.... how sad is that man! i feel bad for you diana....

xoxo

C.K. said...

PS: This coral Topshop sequin blazer is pure evil. Why does it have to be SO GOOD?

because the biggest sins is the ones most tempting? ;))

jae said...

i was just thinking about my goals the other day but haven't thoroughly thought them through - thanks for reminding me! best wishes with yours <3

Hanna said...

I have something similar taking place. I can't find inspiration and even though everything is fine it seems that something is wrong, something is missing. Work really mustn't overtake our lives - there's so much out there to explore.

Sabila Anata said...

Wow yeah i think ur doing too hard with ur job , but unless u have fun with it then it's ok :)
But if u think it's kinnda bothering u then u might want to think twice !
I'll just hope the best for u Diana !

www.sabilanata.blogspot.com

GRICIA said...

when u have lots of talents,u'll find lots of exciting stuff dat u might never do coming to u (besides ur work)..and they make ur life so colorfull..
Anyway!i think u could find dat kind of blazer in d thrift store i think..at Poncol or Pasar Atom!! ^_^

Anonymous said...

thank you diana... :)
your post remind me...
i didnt have chance to make my resolution this year.. :(
(busy with my jobs...huks)
but i want to make one, soon... :D
good luck for u too..

Anonymous said...

haha i guess everybody has at least 1 impossible wish.. but who's to say what is impossible and what is not.. hhehe.. good luck with the forever young part! :P

uHuHu LoVeR said...

how i wish i can be like you. you really know what you want in your life. i envy you but in a good way! but i wish you all the best! :)

olga d said...

i call this stage my mid-twenties crisis. i'm hoping to overcome it and successfully make it to my late twenties crisis. then it's the big 3-0 crisis! not going to think about that one...

we all have those days, diana. i'm sure you won't offend anyone here by posting about your emotions. no one expects you to be a continuously cheery robot. i love your sincerity.

<3

memooi said...

(terperangah)

speechless,,,

sadar sekarang udah pertengahan tahun 2009 and i made almost nothing for my resolution,,, hmmmm

mayang said...

hai di...
i've opened your new blog http://shopdianarikasari.blogspot.com
and there's a picture of labels of your own store..

i've just open my store too, and i dont know where to make the kind of label? could u please give me any recomendation?
this is my online store :
cipcop-bag.blogspot.com
or facebook.com/cipcop.bag
xixi... i design them myself too =)

thanks for ur help sist!!

MiriamFashion said...

hmmmmm so god! :)

Angie said...

I really adore you for having such a fashionable style and briliant mind =)

ladybug said...

sooo inspiring..

Maria @ Chicisimo said...

Couldnt agree more with this. Sometimes we focus too much on what we have to do (work...) and forget whats really important. I try to take in into account but sometimes forget it.

Family, friends, enjoying life, learning, helping the community, discovering and experiencing new things... That is important!

Continue like this!

maria

Diana Rikasari said...

hello guys...thanks for the support and understanding...maybe it's true, it's the twenties crisis...;p

Nurul Lestrange: lets accomplish our goals!! :)

C.K.: Exactly..:D

GRICIA: but it may be hard to find ones in CORAL color like this hehehhe....

mayang: halooo..gue pesen di bandung...mau nomor telfonnya?

casual cutie said...

life is beautifull. not only for work and money. life is for understand what you being to be.

mayang said...

mau mau mau...
gw di bandung kok di...
mau banget.
boleh disini atau email juga boleh hehe.
mayang@cinox.co.id

thanks sooo much!
seneeeng banget akhirnya 1 masalah terpecahkan. gw bingung mau bikin merk dimana.

Diana Rikasari said...

mayang: dia jago bikin label... KURNIA 022-70290224

debi said...

thumb up works..i add ur blog ya...
tambahin desain buat yg pak jilbab juga..

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