Thursday, July 3, 2008

Alone But Not Alone

Being alone physically has never been easy for me. It becomes a necessity, that at least I have someone to meet everyday, and have a name to call every night either to just say hi, to have a nice long chat or to just waste time in silence. Having that someone, is like having myself being listened and cared for all the time. And that person, has to be there in reach.

So I find it truly miraculous, that I am doing very fine at the moment having the fact that my boyfriend, lil’ sis and bestfriends are far away and out of reach. I no longer feel lost all the sudden not having anyone near me, that I just try to brood over other things that bring me value in a different way. From another persective, I see it as a given time to explore more about myself, and discover that life carries a greater weight when we focus more of our mind and energy on giving than that of receiving.

My life feels very complete now, and it wasn’t long ago that I felt the opposite. I have very well understood, that the people you love the most does not always have to please the eye. They don’t necessarily have to be around me, to touch or hold hands with me. They stay deep inside my heart, and they live happily within the stories of my life.

Thank you, my loved ones. Life has never felt easier :)

6 comments:

Teddy Budiwan said...

Deep thought, sounded well considered. Well done, you're growing up and growing older. I'm sure your loved ones are proud of you, Diana.

Diana Rikasari said...

*malu*

QQ said...

Hurrraaayyyy....
Finally I found someone who believes in a long-distance relationship. I do believe it too, dear. The fact that we cannot always be by his side is sometimes frustrating but it's life. Evrything goes on and so do we...
So keep fighting for your life ya... especially for your love life (^_^)

Diana Rikasari said...

qq: hooraayy tooooo..:) trust me, hard things do work if we believe it will...are u also in an LDR? if so, good luck.....:) <3

astrida said...

dear....
wow... im so proud of u... miss u so... i have a lot of stories and maybe i havent grown yet..
still feeling that i need someone...
sometimes it's nice to see and read all the news what's going on with all my beloved friends but not easy...
still missing all the time we spend...

Diana Rikasari said...

time heals..and time teaches us...hang on tight, chied...we all reach that point kok....:)

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