Reminder

The goal is to not be better than

other people.

The goal is to be better than

yesterday.

Look Front

Life is a never ending journey in rediscovering yourself over and over again while at the same time unlocking new potentials you never knew were inside you. Always move forward. ❤️

The Heart Speaks

I haven't been able to write anything because truthfully, mentally I am not in the right space. I hate writing when my mind is misplaced, having bits and pieces of them here and there, taken over by feelings that are just as messy. Life has been great when we talk about all the opportunities I keep on getting from Allah, but it doesn't mean that on a daily level, it's all smooth between everyone around me. I am angry, disappointed, upset, and confused at certain people. My relationship with my parent-in-laws has been becoming weirder day by day. A best friend with no explanation suddenly just decided to cut ties with me. Some family members just love taking the idea of "family" for granted. I am angry at all these. But I'm not angry at life.

I keep reminding myself that the people in my life cannot determine how my life becomes. I cannot be angry at my life. I can be angry at the people who disappoint me, but I still want to enjoy my life, and I do. I still sing when I am pushing Daria in the stroller. I still hold hands and hop like a bunny when I'm walking with Shahmeer. I still jump on S when he's on the bed because goofy-love is the best kind of love. And at the same time, I can be realistic that my heart is not in a perfect shape and I just have to continue living with it. I can try fixing it. but if it doesn't work, I can leave it broken. 

Lost Leopard

Dreamland Clothing shirt, Essentiel Antwerp socks, Kenzo bag, Buffalo shoes

Loud Parrot

Monday to Sunday dress, Chanel bag, Buffalo shoes

Vertically Happy

Dreamland Clothing jumpsuit, Topshop denim bralet, Furla bag, Sunjellies shoes

Ready For Autumn

Gorman shoes

Prepared For Rainy Days

Back in Switzerland, furniture shopping for our new apartment. Life is moving so fast with so many things going on it frightens me sometimes. But let's do this! :)

Up sweater, Schmiley Mo pants, Moschino bag, Current Mood shoes

Bye For Now, Indonesia!

It's been an awesome, warm, relaxing, super productive 1,5 months break for me (and the family) in Indonesia. I love you. See you again soon. Till then, wife duty calls me back to Switzerland lol.

RGB For Lyfe

Vintage blazer, Youngwoong pants, Moschino belt, Chanel bag