Nomad

To live in between countries, sometimes feel like you're just floating. I want my feet to touch the ground, but I cannot feel it, I cannot reach it. It's just water, wrapping my feet, keeping me afloat, but I long for the feeling of standing, walking, running, jumping on something solid. Something I can touch and say, "hey, this is me, mine, where I belong".

I want to plant my seed, but where? Whenever I start blooming, I get moved again. The soil is never the same. I have to recondition myself over and over, while I just want to bloom effortlessly. 

Is this it? Growth. Regrowth. To never feel comfortable. Is this the whole point?

Perhaps.